Miracle.

PART I

Miracle, it was.

My past life must have worked for a great cause.
When you came to me to ask if I was fine,

I was having a hard time,

but I soared to Cloud Nine.

I thought of what to do,

for this didn't seem right.

I didn't deserve you,

so why should I fight?

but I couldn't stop myself

for in the end of my tunnel,

you showed me your light.

Your canvas of a mind 

had a beautiful painting.

This masterpiece must be indeed hard to find.

(The luckiest, I must be.

I stumbled upon a four-leaf Clover tree.)

I was hoping to contribute just a little bit.

A little bit was enough,

to make my mind tough

to all the adversaries that came

and make me understand the game.

You are my Number One

and your words always left me undone.

I sometimes wish I could be your Number One,

but I know myself, that's most likely impossible.

Now it's time, I left you for good.

I hope the time we spent made you the happiest you could.

Yours sincerely,

I love you dearly.

PART II

A person of a few words, you were,

but each one you said, wrapped me in a warm embrace.

You were my safest place.

A wall was always around me,

but I felt like breaking it when you first saw me.

When I finally did, you built a door--

one without a lock,

but I never felt so secure,

for it was you guarding the entrance.

The time we spent,

days, weeks, months, years,

were so precious.

When you left, they couldn't stop flowing, my tears.

Concern, it was at first,

but I didn't know, an exchange with you,

could make my emotions burst.

You are my Number One, and always will be.

After you were gone, I couldn't replace you,

no one can, as far as I see.

It was truly a miracle.

Lovingly yours,

for every step of the course.

(Not) Unrequited.

It’s like we separated but our hearts never did.
The farther you are, the more you appear in my mind.
We were once lost but found each others’ kind.
You may be unaware, but you left me completed.
Your acceptance was all I needed,
Until I started wanting more.
But for me, do you have that in store?

Is this love?

Certainly not, just kindness, yes?

Your actions keep making me guess.

I’m dazed.

In your heart, where do you have me placed?

Am I a friend whose affection stops at small talks

Or a brother whose affection stops at company?

I hope it’s something else

Because I feel the way our hearts lock.

Is it okay if I expect more?

Or will that make you leave behind

Our lore?

Am I allowed to do so,

Or will this divide us

With a big blow?

My feelings are beyond what I thought.

I wish I could hide that lot.

For I can’t watch a losing game.

Seems my feelings are harder to tame.

I hope, one day, I can extinguish this flame.

It’s been years since I saw you.

Seems I am unable to let you go.

I tried to distract myself,

But how could I stoop so low?

I thought it was best that I leave you

Hey, are you crying?

Seems like you were missing me too.

When I felt you hugging me,

I realised you helped save a waning tree.

I finally got to experience your warmth again,

It was enough for me to keep going with life then.

If only-

“Hey, don’t jump to conclusions that fast.

Did you think our bond wouldn't last

Had you told me about your feelings in the past?”

I don’t want to listen to you rejection-

“Is that what you thought?

That I'd come running to you with rejection?”

Of course-

“Listen to me,

What i come with is affection, not rejection.”

I know you don’t love me,

Don’t show me pity

It won’t work just because you're pretty.

“The years we spent together,

Do you really think after all this,

What I have to say can be compared to the weight of a feather?

I care for you and that's a fact.

I don’t know when it started

But this misunderstanding 

Wasn't a part of my act.

You brightened my life

And i took that for granted

Because of this strife,

My life again became haunted.

You disappeared without a trace

How should I cope with the challenges I face?

When I saw you again, I thought I was dreaming.

With every action, I started falling

More and more until I couldn’t stop recalling.

When I hugged you, tears naturally fell

I love you, if you couldn’t tell.

I also wanted more

But was also scared because 

I thought you didn’t have that for me in store.

Together, let’s, our feelings explore!

I am sorry for making you feel

That if you said something,

I would do things from which you might not heal.

Let’s navigate life together and steer the wheel!

I don’t know what challenges we face,

But we have our love for a strong base!”

When I heard these words, I was left stunned.

I, all this while, thought it was better for me to be shunned.

I didn't know what to say or didn't know what to do

But I know now our challenges are going to be faced by me and you.